We also created a great to-do about our luggage and unloaded most of it from the SUV leaving mainly just the camping gear in it.I had reserved a studi... room with a king size bed and a sitting area for a week. It was expensive, but I wasn’t paying for it. Roberts, the CIA man from Bangkok, was, as I was still using the money that he had embezzled. Later, after getting settled in the room, we checked out the restaurant in the hotel, but weren’t satisfied with their short menu and went out to eat.. Everything about Father Moss turned me on, made me go warm and electric all over. Just the thought of him sufficed to arouse me and every time I was near him the feelings became even more intense. Rather than heed his advice, I decided I had to up the stakes.In confession I began to dish up the juiciest sins my young imagination could concoct, every one of a sexual nature. I said everything I could think of to provoke him, to seduce him the way he had seduced me. One time I even confessed to. “I don’t care who it would be. I just want you to do it for me. We’ve talked about it enough. It’s time we carried out our fantasy for real, darling. Do it for me. Flash some guy and let him take you outside and fuck you while I watch.”“I can’t promise anything, but maybe I’ll do it. Let’s see how the evening goes, baby. Okay?”“Deal. God, I’m hard just thinking about you actually fucking some other man for me,” Jeff said, pressing his erection into my ass.“Then let’s go before I change my. It isn't that I know it's time to eat. I fucking need food, I thought with a happy smile.I didn't take the anti depressant that morning but I did carry the bottle with me, just in case. I did put my 'get out of town free' bag back into the truck. I did that before I drove to the first fast food place I seen on the drive to the motel.The coffee had improved at all the fast food restaurants making them my place of choice for breakfast when on the road. Too bad I couldn't say as much for the food..