When she suggested mat this might indeed be a perfect time for getting to know some of the others, Gloria particularly, as she was the only other woma... along, Hawkins rebuffed her icily. It was strangely out of character for him, and Sarah was somewhat hurt when he "suggested" quite firmly that she find something to keep her occupied inside the trailer.Sarah was surprised at this sudden chill, but she took it calmly enough; after all, this had been a long tiring day and anyone, even nice old. He didn't know what to say for a long time. "If you think that my life was good before I came here you are wrong. My father was like Little Buffalo, he enjoyed hurting people. My mother was a spineless cow that lived to serve him. When they died I didn't even shed a tear. It was like looking at strangers. You and Gray Eagle have been the only parents that I have ever known. Parents love their children, you did that. Since I have come here I have been happy. It was hard at times, but I learned. .wha, cum?" I managed to splutter out."Sure," she said, "I love it. Sex is great too, but I mean, my boyfriend wasn't gifted with a huge penis." She glanced down towards mine, mellowed out at half staff."Damn, looks like you DID get that gene." She whispered to herself, thinking I couldn't hear.I couldn't tell you how, but I got my confidence back. I managed to say "Well, its not huge. But I guess it would get the job done, if anyone ever actually wanted any part of it."There was a kind of. I looked down and examined her tidy writing."I'm five foot five, with dark hair and black eyes," she recited, I looked up to confirm her eye colour. "My figure is thirty six, twenty three, thirty five." Thank you, Donna, very nice," I said, "now tell me what you want to do." Well I know I'm too well built for the catwalk," she smiled at me, "but I'll like to do films." Ok, lets start at the beginning," I said, "unless you have attend a recognised stage school you can forget films, well for.