Who said I would let you fuck me more than once?" she teased."Easy, you told me you are a virgin. Being you are very attractive and have your own apa...tment, if you were going to fuck around you would have already. Nothing would be holding you back." You think I am very attractive?" she questioned.I approached her, and pulled her close. She threw her arms around my neck. I slid my hands under her t-shirt and held her waist. She looked up at me with her green eyes and smiled. She pulled. It was an exile from everything I loved, or had loved, and I was never going to come back.If I let myself think about it too much I knew I'd freeze up. So I very methodically went about packing up everything I'd need to start life over as a single man after eight years of marriage.I found my laptop and a briefcase with work I'd need for the college. I ferried everything down to the hallway that led to the dining room to the left of the front door. They wouldn't' be seen by anyone walking into. In two days you can see all your friends and in the remaining two, why don't you go visit your grandparents? Better yet, it has been a long time since we had a family gathering. In this case, you can spend three days with your friends and in the fourth, meet everyone in the family in one go".Marco tried to offer a way for Zax to spend his four days at home and has he kept going about what he could do, new ideas emerged in his head, which in turn made him unceasingly and excitedly throw new. But this time was even better because I knew deep down that Sarah cared about me. I ate breakfast with my parents, and they immediately saw the difference.After eating, I spent some time cleaning up my room. It's incredible how sadness can affect every segment of your life. I'd never been a slob before the loss of Debbie, but my room sure looked like one lived there now. As I picked up and sorted my mess, my phone dinged with a message. It was from Sarah, and it read, I'll be ready at.