She supposed she should be looking for some birth control pills, but where did you get such things up here in the mountains? Could she leave for a few...hours and run down to a doctor. What about condoms? Cleophas and Diane and Vic and Sue obviously didn't use them, so did anyone have them?Did she dare refuse Herb the next time he wanted to make love to her? Would he understand her fears, or even care? Could she refuse him, did she have the strength? He had excited her to such a degree the night. Perhaps it was because we had known each other ever since we were five. Our dads were best friends so we spent lots of time together. The ironic thing was no matter how many girls I'd fantasize about while jacking off I'd always finish with Sky. You'd think I'd have asked her out sooner. I just never had thought of her as a girl friend. She was always just "Sky."Even our parents were clueless. They never thought of us as a couple even after we started car dating. Leaving us alone together. I heard her tear off more tissue as she wiped her chin, nose cheeks and lips, threw the paper in the bowl, then took my face in her hands and kissed me full on the lips just like a forceful male lover would do. Her tongue rolled around with mine as I tasted myself, mixed in with her own lushness. It tasted wonderful as she eased off kissing me slowly and so tender.I was gripping the walls again so tight that she had to pry my fingers off then turned me around so I could sit on the lid to. ”“I was thinking the same, but what can he do? With the Admiral there and all the others watching?”Hans rubbed his big hands. “I love it; it sounds like a nice challenge. They pulled all stops on this one. You know Orbital Jumps mean we get Quasimodo Suits issued.”I could not share his enthusiasm. I remembered all too clearly my first jump from Daniel Station and the fear I felt doing it, this time it was not just me who would fail if I messed this up, but I would let down my team. I had to get.