I just can't be with you all the time. I hope that doesn't offend you and I know on many levels that's a contradictory thing to say - 'I don't want yo... but I want you' - but I am just coming to terms with this. But its a positive coming to terms". I smiled, "It's okay Ben. I just wanted to apologize ... remove any anger that might be between us. I wasn't really comfortable with what went on with the deception, or what happened in the shed, and just wanted to talk it out. The fact that you took. I told her to please be quiet or I would use the hood with the Penis gag. She hates that one, so she became very quiet and began to ask if we were really going to have her fitted today. I said yes, the time has come. I carried her to the car and belted her in. With her hands cuffed behind her back she can’t release the seat belt; especially after I pulled all the slack out of the belt and with a jerk set the automatic retractors in lock position. I pulled the draw strings tight on the hood. Anyways they’re right. She’s gorgeous, and when I was ten years old I saw her bend over making her shirt slide up and I saw a tattoo just peeking above her jeans then my eyes noticed her thong. After that moment I’ve always lusted over her even though it’s a bit taboo. I mean she’s my half sister, we’re not related by blood or anything.I’m 19 and Shana turned 31 this year. She has a k** now and the guy she dates, Jackson, owns hotels in Destin, Fla. I’m currently in college seeking a degree. I.p I said, that was my personel bodyguard we were friendsyeah boss?take me and my daughter to regal cinemas get tickets popcorn and a icee for the moviesure bossmy daughter was 6 and I loved her and would protect her I didn't want her to see the violence in the job but it got us a nice house I loved the job frankly cause gang members killed her mom but I killed them later with my friends who began the mafia with me the gangers were just a lowlife people nothing to major.I vowed to protect my.