Going through the motions of smoothing the lotion over my body, I relax for what could be the first time all day since you left this morning. Casting ... glance at the clock I see that it’s almost time for you to come home. I feel the tightening deep within me, and my body knows that you will be on your way soon. The wave of longing and need flows through me like a tsunami, washing away everything in its path. Behind it, all that was left was hot lava-like desire. No more texts, the clock says. Almost all women has a need for a man. Yes there are some women who fall in love with someone of their own gender. But by and large, a woman needs a man in her life. They want some male whom she can feel safe and secure with. Like me with you. I think Linda was hoping that you would notice her for more than just someone who worked for you. If you hadn't had married me, I believe that within a year she would do or say something to get noticed by you. I honestly think that she has fallen in love. It was not hard for me to stare at her crotch but it certainly had its affect on my crotch, that’s for sure. She never seemed to wear a bra so I got to see her stiff little nipples constantly too. Again her stiffness seemed to enhance my stiffness. I think she was teasing me.Changing a tire was quite interesting. She would bend over at the waist and let me see where that string in her panties actually went. She spread her knees so wide when she squatted down that her panties would usually allow. I like the job since I travel often, yet still spend time at my apartment. Most of my expenses are paid when I’m on the road.This worked out well for me since I was a closet cross-dresser. I was brought up in a conservative family in a small town where everyone knows each other. I went away to a large college and saw a world that I didn’t know existed. My dorm mate was always watching porn on his laptop and was constantly showing it to me.He often brought girls over and wasn’t shy about having.