Spreading her legs wide and high above her head, I slipped my tongue inside tasting her sweet hotness, her moaning encouraged me more, I chewed her li...s sucking them inside my mouth feeling the heat as it exuded from her body. Licking and flicking, I soon learned how to bring her to a climax with my tongue. With one finger on her clit she strummed the little nub of joy, while her other hand reached around to finger her asshole. My eyes widened as I saw this but when she placed it in my mouth. Five minutes later, I came back carrying a trash-bag containing everything that was even remotely toxic in my garage; and then, one at a time, I maliciously emptied the contents of every container in the bag onto 'Ralph'. The last thing I remember pouring on him was a bottle of white shoe polish. Don't ask me how it had ended up in my garage, I have no idea! Anyway, by the time the last bottle was emptied, 'Ralph' was covered with enough rat-poison, snake killer, motor oil, transmission fluid,. He started spanking me with his hand. First soft then hard then very hard. All over my ass and the backs and insides of my thighs. Even on my pussy which was as bare as everything else. Then he got what I think was a paddle. He used at least 2 other items to spank me with, but what I saw afterward on the dresser was a paddle and a hairbrush. The hairbrush had ridges along the edges and I think that's what gave me the long thin welts I'm sitting on as I type this. Perfectly done I think – enough. I did this morning, and I could have gotten one of the girls killed. You don't know how much this is eating at me. I let you down in the worst way." Preacher, I am not holding a grudge but you have the soldier mind set. Until you finally find someone that means more than your own life, you will never change the way you think and do things. I have been the same way all my life, but since Sandra came along I have changed, and even I didn't know how much until they were in danger. They are.