Dr. Hayes sat in his chair, his eyes fixed ahead seeing nothing. If it wasn’t for his trembling hand on his cane, one could have mistaken him for a ...ax figure. It was hard to determine if he was hearing anything that was said. The man’s behavior concerned Ed. It was as though he had given up on life and was waiting to die.Rather than a single eulogy, the family had decided to have three of them given by different people that had known her in different contexts. Ed had argued that Mrs. Hayes was. I want the young lad to get a nice little blow job from a woman with nice tits like yours, and don’t act like your repulsed. I know you have thought about it and now is your chance. Hes clean and attractive and nothing is wrong with him. We will even help to make it easy on you.”I didn’t say anything. I didn’t move, not even when he came towards me, unzipped his pants and took his dick out and hung it in my face.“Just go with it Stevie, you’ll get the hang of it. It is a natural act.”And then. I just couldn't believe that she could have stopped loving me that quickly. As I though about Lisa making love to me I started imagining Lisa making love to Bob the same way. That was a very painful thought.I realized that I didn't like thinking about all this so I decide to get drunk again. Problem was I had already finished all there was to drink in the apartment so I had to go to the store to get some beer. It was Sunday so I couldn't get any vodka. When I got to the store I picked up two. But something made me look at Courtney’s mouth. No, we never do that. I think about doing it sometimes but I could never imagine Courtney going for it.That night, I woke up and Courtney wasn’t there! “Courtney,” I said in a low voice and got no response. I got up without turning on the light and wandered out the door in the dark. Light was coming from the guest bedroom and the door opened a bit, blinding me. When it was shut, I found Isobel in the hall with me.“Everything all right?” I asked.