"Some day, Nick, I want to hear the whole story, OK? Anyhow, congratulations again. And get me a ticket for opening night down there, will you? I'm fl...ing in; I wouldn't miss this for all the tea in China."I did a proper warm-up after that, and then spent the next couple of hours just restlessly tidying up around the cabin, mostly to keep myself occupied. I wasn't sure when Camilla was coming, we hadn't talked time, and she hadn't called, and the more the morning passed the more nervous I. When they had arrived at Kate’s house Phoenix had seemed calm, almost relieved. Then she and Kate had started going through old photos, bringing out old memories. When Kate had brought out the box of things that had been willed to Phoenix, Phoenix had broken down. The box had been mostly filled with books and journals, but at the bottom of the box had been a photo album. The photo album was filled with pictures of Phoenix, and under each picture was a caption. The pictures started at age eight,. Either I am frenetically getting everything done and telling people how great things are going... or I am sitting around moping and complaining that everything is terrible.Holly says that when I am in my bad mood, I forget all of the good things. She says I should write about the contest we had yesterday. Puddy tat found some bows and arrows in one of the sheds. There were four targets, too, so we pulled it all out and set them up next to the cabin.The bows were pretty simple and the arrows. Flat-chested women. Celebritieswithout makeup. Butch lesbians. Female-to-male transsexuals.Effeminate males. Men in makeup and lingerie. Cross dressers. Dragqueens. Feminized men. Male-to-female transsexuals. Hermaphrodites.Gays, lesbians, and bisexuals.These individuals all have something in common. They're gender benders,defying traditional and conventional notions as to what constitutesmasculinity and femininity. They suggest that the true nature of genderis not only ambiguous but.