It was 15 years before I was allowed out of the country as they were that worried about what I had in my head. I know they had folks keeping an eye on...me for years. Heck, I even pointed out a couple to my first wife. She didn’t believe me and thought it was a great game to play - lol - if she only knew. There were certain streets in certain cities that I was not allowed to be on and they would know since those were under 24/7/365 surveillance and everybody got filmed and ID’d who set foot on. Of course it was madness to attempt this ascent alone and with minimal gear. Of course I knew that there was a good chance to die. Maybe it was an attempt at suicide, trying to tempt fate to reunite me with you. In the first year after you’d been gone, I had taken so many drugs that it was a miracle that I survived, until Simon interfered and got me to agree to therapy. Had it worked? I had not taken any drugs since, left the band, left everything I knew behind, sold our house in Scotland and. But during our conversations, she had made it clear to me that she had made her million and she didn't need to sell her body to the richest exec to get by. She was tall—easily five-eight—with shoulder length blonde hair that showed about an inch of reddish brown hair at the roots. She'd said that she was through with the Bimbo look and would be her natural color soon.I could understand her feeling. She was well-endowed physically as well as financially. There was a gentle sway that confirmed my. Jake figured he would just let Carla blow him in then kick her ass out, after all, she was Cindy's best friend. He never intended on fucking her, but then Carla started whispering in his ear as she was kissing his neck..."I never told you about the two guys did I Jake? Dave was average size and build, and he was white... He was the first one she fucked that night, and technically the last also.... She sucked him off for a little bit while he was sitting in the front seat, just like I did you..