It was infuriating to say the least. While she was capable of running a marathon and fighting those twice her size, one blow to the knee, too much pre...sure on it could cripple her. And it had taken enough stress. The uneven ground of the forest as she had run had taken its toll. She cried out in pain as she crumpled to the floor, that was it, there was simply no more her body could give, she sprawled to the floor, biting back tears as she landed awkwardly on old bruises. Her strength was gone. . please understand that I do care about you and I have cried night after night these past 7 years, I swear to God! This was the first time that I could come to you and speak to you in more than half a fucking decade, Reuben! Please,” Carly begged me to accept her explanation.“Not one card. Not one letter. Not one postcard. Not even a secret text or note or anything. No phone calls. No contact on social media, sis. Yes, I thought that you were done with me, that you felt exactly as they did,. At first, they were more casual clothes, but like the other pictures she had shown me. The pictures changed to being her in plain, boring, white, wear to church, little girl underwear and bathing suits which were just as modest. At least at the regular places the person getting the leftover wax off or rubbing in the lotion would get her off, so she really didn’t mind.Yeah. I’m sure they were doing it out of the kindness of their hearts. I wonder how many cameras were recording that from every. If living with Mom shoved so much more experience in my life than the thirteen calendar years I had when I met Dan, then being with Dan has made all the bad that went before us just recede into the background.So we'll go to church Sunday morning like a lot of other people do and we'll listen to the message and derive from it ideas that lend stability and purpose to our lives. Everybody who goes to church isn't necessarily good, because people don't fit into formulae (I love it! 'Formulae'.