’ ‘Yeah, and every time I got called on to do my job, I was always afraid. Hell, anybody who says that they weren’t afraid, is either crazy, or ...hey’re lying their ass off,’ he said, ‘That means that it’s okay to be afraid, buddy. It’s working past our fears that make us better men.’ It was then that I realized that my understanding of the wise counsel that Uncle Jake had given me that afternoon was only the beginnings of the healing that my heart and soul were so desperately in need of. ~~~~~~. M. as I didn't want to spend time socializing. The gym was packed with people. They all looked like children to me. Many of them were sitting in the bleachers necking. Hardly anyone was dancing. Maybe I had made a mistake coming so late. I wondered if Ray had already found someone else, then I felt something brush against me."May I have this dance with the most beautiful girl in the room?" The voice said.I would have recognized his voice anywhere. I turned to see his outstretched hand waiting. At first the master turn it on softly and watched Cindi as she was starting up the road to a climax. It was a pleasure to her; she was starting to get weak kneed as it took her higher and higher. She knew from previous experience that vibrators didn’t do it for her but she never tried this one before, as it seemed to be doing the job. She couldn’t move she could feel the pleasure in her loins and wanted to enjoy it. She leaned against the wall but that was taboo so the master in control turned. She was very upset as she couldn’t forget him and never even got a chance to properly break up with him.She also confessed that she is not a virgin as she had sex with her boyfriend multiple times when she was in college itself. His name was Jerry. He was from Kerala. I was open minded too and I could understand her feelings as I was in her situation a few months ago.I consoled her saying I don’t care about your history. I also told her to meet Jerry once and properly break up with him once as.