That was... , well, really stupid," he said referring to his drunken attempt to force his way in through Olivia's window looking for sex. "I was drunk...and I swear I'll never do anything like that again." It's okay Steve, don't worry about it," she said as she pulled her bike out from behind the house and climbed onto the seat. "It's no big deal, just take it easy next time." You mean that? There can be a next time?" he asked with his best "I'm still charming" look."Of course, but actually, can. Let's face it my life has just altered in several significant ways. I'm single after fifteen years of marriage. Even if the twins are my daughters they hate me. IF they are my daughters I have nowhere for them to stay with me.Damned if I know what to do if their not, I mean I've got fourteen years worth of emotional investment here. Lisa says they are not mine, and God help me, if she's wrong. God help me if she's right. Ok, God help me period.(Hey, God, are you listening here?)The cab pulled. I love this smell and I know that Seth liked it, from the first time we met. When he kissed me, he told me I was yummy smelling. I got dressed, put a little makeup on, grabbed my travel toothbrush and deodorant. You never know, I may not make it home tonight. I grabbed my cute little bikini, I doubt if I really need it, but there again, You never know.Once I got to the condo, Seth had the screen door open and told me to come on in. I walked in to a house filled with an aroma of garlic. A bit later we saw the lady get up and come over to us. She spoke to us quickly in French which we didn’t understand, and we must have looked at her blankly as she spoke again, this time in German which I had a rather basic understanding of, and she was asking us if we were German, so I replied in my worst schoolgirl German that we were English at which she smiled and switched to speaking to us in English. She apologized but said most of the holidaymakers on the beach were from Germany and they.