I drove back home and when I got off the highway, I drove right into a police checkpoint. Stopping everyone for alcohol use. I was sober, nothing in m... system."Good evening sir, have you been drinking this evening?" the officer asked me through my open window."No sir." Please pull over there for a breath test." I followed orders and pulled into the parking lot they were using. I was asked to get out and an officer handed me a breathalyzer to blow into. I did as I was told and blew a 0.0. He. I love the sound of that. Yes, it is and will be OUR family. For that, lover, yes, I will shut my eyes and endure the touch of female flesh. For the chance to raise some children, but only for that. The rest of the time, it’s gay sex all the way. But for fatherhood, for the children that I want to have, yes, I’m willing to make the supreme sacrifice and fuck two women who love the same man as me,” Carlos surprised me with his willingness in spite of himself.“Relax. It won’t be all bad. I’ll be. It was a personal gift, but not too personal.My job at the brewery hadn't changed. I was still on the packaging line, doing mindless, repetitive work. I wondered how anyone could do this year after year without going crazy. I did give me time to think, however. Perhaps that was a dangerous thing, because I began to wonder what other life I might create for myself. I was beginning to get frustrated with the relationship between Belle and me, and wondered what to do about it.What changed. " Basayev? I don't get it." I was still confused."We'll brief you more on this tomorrow, but we figure Marks had a hand in it. We're also guessing that Basayev was whacked because he'd become too much of a liability." But why would Marks kill Basayev? That would ruin his whole oil deal."Gus had the answer. "Not if Marks had acquired an even bigger partner, say someone in the Russian government. That could also explain the ricin. Just to be safe, we're not sharing any more info with the.