Now Steven is trying to figure out what all of this means. Episode: Controlling Yourself Steven took his hand away from Faith’s lap and placed Faith...��s hand on his lap, looking down at his entwined fingers with hers. Faith looked at Steven for the longest time. Taking in his feature like a piece of art, this man wasn’t just gorgeous. There were plenty of attractive men that she has seen in her lifetime, but no one compares to her gay friend, Steven. The best quality was she thought, his eyes.. Five years and two kids later he was busted for possession with intent to sell and was sent away for ten years. Thank God Barb and I thought, now maybe she will meet someone decent. No such luck. She took up with one of her husband's druggie friends and got the same treatment from him.Barb passed away about the time that DeAnn took up with Darrel. I put the house up for sale because it was just too big for me to rattle around in. The market was soft at the time and I didn't get any offers that. Thought I’d surprise you and turned up on your doorstep ... and met your girlfriend. Fiona.”Mike opened his mouth to say something, but she looked up at him, saying, “Hush. Let me finish. Fiona tried to explain ... about you ... and her ... and...” she swallowed again, “about you and me. But I ... couldn’t accept what she was saying. I couldn’t accept you had a right to another relationship, that I had no claim on you. There was more, too. I thought ... well, that you were a bit like Cass. It. I kept walking trying to rid my body of the chill that had taken permanent residence. My brown coat was old, dirty and torn in some parts. The faint scent of alcohol mixed with the slightly offensive odor of my unclean body emanated from my clothing. I dipped my head, using the lapels of my coat to keep my red cheeks away from the frosty air. I had a worn purple woolen hat on that didn’t match the rest of my clothes but it kept my ears from freezing off. My black gloves had holes on almost all.