But ... It doesn't." Frustration marred her voice."It's okay," he said. His hands were soothing. "Calm down, Kati. It's not the end of the world." May...e not," she said, "but I ought to know my own mind."He shook his head. "No one knows their own mind." What?" she asked."Imagine it this way," he said. "You're standing inside a building. Can you see the outside?" No," she said."Well, there you go," he said. "That building is you, Kati. You can't go outside yourself to get an objective look; it's. “Actually, we had an alternate payment plan in mindhoney” another man said.“Like what?” Danielle asked.“We’re all going to fuck that virgin cunt of yours, andyour boy-toy Brian here is going to sit here and watchhis dream fade away” the man said.“Like hell you are,” screamed Brian.“Oh yeah, what are you going to do about it littleman?” one of the men said laughingly.“Please… you have to be kidding,” sobbed. ." Fuck, what kind of love handle should he call her by? Thus far, it had been 'you silly bitch' or some commentary on how fuckin' fat she was... Funny how her bein' black hadn't entered into things so much... "Sweet Thang..." Better than nothing... "Mmmmmm," she sighed, running her hands up and down his narrow flanks as he lay atop her. "Ed, dere's a buncha t'ings Ah ain't..."Ed interrupted, chuckling. "There's a bunch of things I ain't, too! Le's lookit the stuff you are -- that bein' about. And most nerve rattling of all, after today I'll no longer be a virgin. The reality of what I'm going to do today woke me up just as surely as a bucket of ice water thrown over me.I got up and took a quick shower. That helped even more. The excitement continued to build as I chose the underwear I'd wear today from the selection of sexy bras and panties I bought yesterday. I selected the red set with the lacy panty in the boy-short style. I put them on and looked at myself in the mirror. The.