’ ‘What is it?’ I asked. She couldn’t possibly… ‘It’s just… I see those videos we watch, and those women giving head, and it just… d...es something inside of me. I don’t know what. But it fascinates me, and I want so badly to try it. At the same time I’m worried about trying that on someone I’m dating, because I’m afraid they would see me as a ‘whore,’ and they wouldn’t respect me.’ ‘You’re not a whore if you give a blowjob,’ I said, feeling just a bit indignant at this attitude Sophia seemed to. I bummed around after school and did nothing but travel the world on a shoe-string budget. I did that for a few years before deciding that it may be time to study a profession. So I set about studying physiotherapy. I was now in my final year and looking forward to working for my keep.To survive financially in the interim, I took a role as a personal trainer and was earning a reasonable wage. My role meant that I looked after my body, and had become very fit. You would think that I'd have the. . I smelled her excitement for the first time ... I stroked her pussy for the first time ... and she gave me by far the best blowjob I’d ever had – albeit not until the end ... without talking about it, we knew we wouldn’t go all the way ....In this manner we met once or twice a week for a long time. Sometimes just for an outing, a shopping spree or a cup of coffee in town, sometimes for a round of heavy petting. Once we even spent a few days abroad and slept in the same bed, and yet: It took. I thought it would run out of spirit energy. I think at this point it’s self-sustaining somehow.”Skay’s eyes glittered with madness as he mashed away at computers and his pad intermittently. “I suspect your right boy. Come have a look at this.”James looked at a screen Skay was pointing to and saw a graph that started off at one then slowly rose over a time period of half an hour to 25 where it was starting to level off. Connected to the screen was a little device that looked like it was made of.