I still liked you - and I still do now, more than ever. But by that last summer we spent here I no longer had a childish romantic crush on you. The fa...tasies I told you I've had about you since come closer to lust than romantic love. And I guess that's the way I really feel. I'm not saying that we couldn't fall in love. If we decide to keep seeing each other we very well might. But right now, even though I like you immensely, I'm not in love with you and I don't think you are with me. I am,. As newlyweds, we enjoyed a very active sex life, and I looked forward to making love every night. On those rare nights when we didn't have sex, I missed it terribly and usually took care of myself to relieve my tension.Dave worked for a company that made huge tool-making machines for other manufacturers. As one of the engineers who helped design the machines, he often had to travel to service them. Usually, he was gone for two or three days. I hated it, of course, but I was able to cope. Then. Aftr that he used message on whatsapp tellimg that he likes me .. aprm wen were returning to hoise at the late ecening he comr to come with us and he uswd to touch my back as if it is unintensional.. he satrted doing it regularly.. once in lift he grabbed and kissed me.. after thah dani.. he is my cousin.. i knew him frim my c***dhood.. apo elam we dint talk thing anything wonrg before clg i used to memet in family gatherings usulay after that in clg times once i went to his hime.. he was. She did my hair, as I did my make-up, and then I slipped on a pair of her black heels. I looked at myself in the mirror, and was amazed at the sight of the sultry woman looking back at me.I was scared out of my mind as the bouncer looked over my ID, then looked over me, and back to my ID. I was sure he was going to tell me to get lost, but there was a voice over his radio, and he let me in. The club was noisy, and I couldn’t even think straight. The lights were flashing, and many people had.