I am not so sure. I have been reading these entries for a few days, looking at how my attitude changed and I think we all may be rather fucked up ment...lly. I don't know what I can do, except possibly talk Dr Grant around, he is a rational man and he should understand that what he is doing is irrational. 18th Log A.T,Dr Grant may be more screwed up than I thought. I brought up the question of our actions and all he responded with was accusations about my loyalty to him. Simon was there to back. Georgia hadn't been gone that long and he was already lonely. There wasn't anyone with whom he could talk. In the villages, towns, and cities he visited, he was greeted with awe, fear, and respect. No one asked him if he was having a good day or to join them for a cup of coffee to discuss the weather.There was a gulf between him and the rest of humanity put there by his service. The only ones who bridged the gulf were Georgia and Debbie. They saw him as a human being with all of the faults and. My water has not broken yet but I have a funny feeling it could at any second." Okay, why don't you all move to one of the examination rooms where you'll be more comfortable and private? I'll check back with you in a bit."During the next three hours our little group saw many patients come and go. Some were treated and released. Some were treated and admitted to the hospital. A few were sent to the morgue. It was a cross section of what happens when things go wrong in a society. After three. ’ ‘Bye,’ Heidi walked out of the diner feeling a little dazed. Fran was right though, the longer she put off telling him, the worse it would be. She would tell him tonight. *** ‘Thanks so much again for watching him tonight, Ben,’ Heidi said, grabbing her purse. ‘So, do you have a date?’ Ben asked, casually running his fingers through his hair. Heidi nodded, walking over to Fitz to give him a hug goodbye. ‘Have you known him long?’ ‘We used to know each other a while ago. Bye Fitzy.’ Heidi.