“No. Nobody told me. So what happened? How are you?” Killian asked, concerned.“Well, not so bad now. Still feel a bit humiliated. He dumped me t...ree days after I got the job. I was so happy to get that position and then he just made me feel like shit. I think, for all the hard time he gave me about being out of work, he didn't actually want me to get a job, like he had control over me. But he blamed it on our...personal life. That I wasn't adventurous enough. And that's total bullshit because. ” April shifted in her seat to look at me. “Oh, sounds like you’ve been using us for your pleasure. Well, tonight maybe I’ll be able to surprise you.”At the mall we got a couple of iced teas and cruised around. Mostly we window shopped and stopped in a few places to fill out a few job applications. We did each get a bikini, and at Victoria’s Secret I helped April pick out a few sets of frilly undies. At the food court we grabbed a bite and then started back. I stopped at a corner shopping. A shudder wracked my body when Tawney pulled my shorts down, exposing my panties to the devil. I stepped out of the shorts and Tawney stood up and moved around behind me to unfasten my bra.Jeff stopped her. He told her to wrap her arms around me and in the coarsest language he ordered her to move her hands over my body and feel me up while he took more pictures.I expected him to say something about the expressions on our faces. It was obvious that we hated this. But after a few minutes it. Jason, wouldn't leave us, would he? No, he was excited about our baby I know it. I don't know anymore. I have to go diary.10/8/1980Dear Diary, Jason left me and our baby last month. I received a letter 2 weeks ago, he said he wasn't ready for a family. I feel so bad, but I can't give up now. My baby is keeping me strong. I have to be strong for my baby. He or she needs me. I've been working longer hours, to make enough money to pay the rent and bills.12/13/1980Dear Diary, I'm in the hospital, I.