I feel wildly self-conscious since I hardly look handsome let alone clean, but you don’t seem to mind as we pull out. After only a few moments I rea...ize you aren’t driving to my house, you’re going someplace else. I start to say something, but you look at me with big doe eyes, wink, and all complaints from me melt away. We reach the hotel shortly after and without a word you lead me up the stairs and down the well-lit hall. Unlocking the door, you turn, reach for me and pull me into the dark. A lump in my throat as I watched the careful and painstaking way she prepared herself for her ex-boyfriend. Taking much more time and care than she’d done for me the morning before.Watching with a hard-on and nervous fear as she scooped her full breasts into a silky new half-cup bra she’d bought especially for the occasion. Watching as she wriggled her way into the tight and short black skirt she’d picked out, matching with the shiny black four-inch-heels that made her legs look so damned good.. She emphasized that having a cock like a stallion only made you an ass. To be a man, you had to love who the woman is. You had to get to know her, her passions, dreams, wants fears and then make her feel safe. The night we first made love started with strawberries and g****s and six hours later she snuggled into my arms and fell asleep. I had honestly had more exciting sex, but I had never felt more content when it was done. Eight months later she left a note on the night stand and she was. “You won’t find anything Joey unless I remember my trigger and use it on her,” he assured me. “Of course, if you followed her around and watched her mind carefully, you would realize her mind conjures up all sorts of interesting sexual experiences that never actually take place.”“You mean, she’s not really...”He patted his crotch and said, “This is the only cock which has ever been in that whore’s cunt.”He then lit up and said, “That’s what’s missing,” he said as he unbuckled his pants and.