A touch of hands here, catching each other's eyes there. She felt very special to have caught his attention. He suggested something that made her squi...m, something that made that warning voice call out louder. Just a kiss - that was all he wanted. They could hide behind the bushes and kiss, just once, maybe twice. She went with him, holding his hand.They had to lie down so they wouldn't be seen. She lay there and let him kiss her. It felt good, so very good. Then she felt his hand cup her young. Bill will put it together with the part that she'll be listening to, and when he's done, nobody will ever know that it wasn't done at the same time."They all smiled, as he added with a grin, "Well nobody but us, and we ain't tellin'." Which reminds me," he said looking at Janell. "You will probably be in headphones pretty much all of the time Jan. That way you'll hear what's going on. It sometimes helps in keeping the beat in time. Give it a whirl, and if it doesn't work for you, that's. The difference Mallory's "adventure" made in her was obvious immediately when she got back home in November. It was visible in her carriage, the way she walked, stood, and moved around. Her body had been toned. Where, before, her figure had been lush, now she was slim and curvy. She'd always had a lot of self-confidence, but now that confidence had become more tangible. She knew she could run, carry heavy loads, and fight, things a lot of girls her age never even thought about.She'd also gotten. Already just from doing things that most boys did I found that my sexual interests were slightly off of the generally accepted norms, the fact that I liked looking at men was at odds to everybody I knew (well for a long time anyway), also most of the women I liked in the popular media were different to those discussed by most of my friends.At the time I wasn’t particularly worried that I may be gay as I had absolutely no sexual experience with anybody but myself. I kept my thoughts to myself.