A couple of other k**s are making out on the couch, oblivious to everything around them, the guy has his feet up on another passed out teenager sprawl...d on the ground in front of him. I can see that the girl has long blond hair, also not Sara. Good.Since the scene is so weird I figure I might as well blend in a bit, so I pull the hood of my sweatshirt over my head, now I look like one of the other guys I can just barely see holding himself up against the kitchen counter. I can only just see his. "Kind've. I dunno... it's just that this all seems too big for me..."Bri nodded, lifting his lithe frame and moving to Nat's side. Fighting hard against her compulsion to embrace her friend, she simply looked up at him, optical array sparkling as if she was about to spontaneously develop the ability to cry."I... I just... " Nat sighed, sniffed, and tried again. "I feel so misplaced, Bri... as if I wasn't meant to be here, to be like this... I can't trust my own instincts, y'know?"Brian nodded. We lay there on the sofa as I told her how hot it was to watch her fuck herself. She agreed and said that she hadn’t let anyone watch her do that since college and thought it was so dirty and sexy. We laid there for twenty minutes not really saying anything, just enjoying the moment. “Don’t you have to get home?” “Well, I didn’t know you wanted to get rid of me that quickly,” I said with a smile. “You know I want you to stay,” Amy said seriously, “but I know you have to get home to Beth.” “Yea. Nothing lasts forever, does it? Even when you really try hard at making something work out, at the end it just fades away doesn't it? You can't really love someone forever can you? I wondered if I could love Chris forever. I was still getting used to the idea of admitting to myself that I loved Chris. But I didn't know how long I would feel that way, or how long he would feel that way about me-hopefully it would be a really long time. But I don't know.Scott and I got off the bus together and.