‘Yes, help me.’ The words came out no more than a whisper as he realized that he couldn’t feel his legs and the fear suddenly had a death grip o... his heart. What would he do if he could never walk again. ‘Help me.’ He tried again, but his voice was no louder. ‘Damn it.’ He sat there for a moment listening to the voices under him. ‘I don’t think anyone could be in that.’ One voice said. ‘No one could have made it through that crash.’ Another voice replied. They sounded like they were getting. .”“Dad loves me. I strive to maintain Dad’s respect. Tina’s too. Everybody’s, really. Quite a burden when Jerry has me in his arms...”“I know the feeling, Terri, but many days I had to just go home with only warm thoughts. There was a long time before we even got to the huggy stage.”“I know,” she said sadly. “Warm thoughts.”“In retrospect,” I said, “it made those little kisses and hugs shine like candles in a dark room. And when we finally DID get legal, wow ... I still lay back in his arms and. Maybe he'd gone out of town to a Star Wars convention, or perhaps Jessica Alba had lured him to LA to be her sex toy - one of those possibilities being more likely than the other. [[In a significant number of dimensions I was living in England with Mom and her second husband, so VERY hard to find. There were several other reasons why the living Mark Anderson wasn't in Corvallis, although sadly none of them involved my giving sexual pleasure to Jessica Alba. The Universe wasn't big enough for. Whenever I returned to my new home for the night duringthe move, I always reverted quickly back to Andrea.The deed was done; my new address had been given out to all that neededto know. I was still to be addressed as Andrew because right at thatmoment in time it was far too complicated to tell people that I hadsuddenly changed my name to Andrea. But Andrea I was now because I wasback in skirts and dresses much to my relief. Although I had packed andmoved all my male clothes, all that happened.