After the meal, my internal situation had become pretty urgent, so I wasallowed to visit the bathroom and relive myself - having someone to havethis l...vel of control over me was very new and exciting. After I cleanedmyself inside and out, we got ready for bed - we had to get up prettyearly to get ready for our first day at work dressed as sissies, thethought that constantly lingered on the back of our minds. Our skimpybusiness dresses, bright red for Alice and neon pink for me, ourlingerie,. ‘Maybe for some reason, He means for Julie to raise her son. It isn’t up to us to know what the Lord’s going to do or why. That doesn’t prohibit us from getting ticked off at Him if we don’t like His decision, though.’ ‘But we don’t know for sure what’s going to happen,’ Jason said. ‘Of course we don’t,’ Dani agreed, although she was pretty sure she did know. ‘But I’d rather consider the worst-case scenario and be pleasantly surprised than just think about the best possibility and be. You know mom and dad&hellip, Theyd never let you hook up with him at that age. They didnt even like that part of the family. They thought they were all losers, and you know. Ronnies not the most stable guy in the world, when it comes to jobs and such. Dad would have been throwing that in your face all the time. I know it hurts, but its better off this way. At least you have good memories of him, and he is a great guy, underneath. He was my best friend for a lot of years, until mom exiled him. . and I was thinking it'd be really neat to live wherever they punished girls like that. And here I was ... really getting into the pictures and looking around ... and then the guy's session timed out and the computer logged him off. I was totally upset about it... 'cause I wasn't paying attention to the name of the website, or else I would've tried to find it and look around some more ... but seeing those girls ... all naked and getting their butts whipped ... I can't tell you what it did to.