. Around this time I began shaving my head and buying wigs I never had liked my real hair so it just seemed natural for me. I would jog on the treadm...lls at the gym and do all the other workouts in the comfort of my home, I didn't want any extra attention from anyone because it wasn't worth it to be used and also I didn't think I liked the type of people who would check me out, I mean of course men. I would tell myself all the time I'm not gay and I believed in my heart that I wasn't, not. There was enough guilt to go around for any of them to have taken down Raymond before he could inform on them and I was beginning to think the assault on the police headquarters was payback for the investigation.It was easy to deduce that someone in Internal Affairs was unhappy with how the details were being shoved under the carpet and had sent them to me knowing I would have no problem with passing this stuff onto the right authorities for corrective action.I got Julie out of the “feeling. And as if I needed further sexual arousal, alongside it hung a Victorian print of a buxom corsetted lady, face-sitting an aristocratically-attired gent who she was expertly masturbating.I fidgeted uneasily and looked down into my lap, as I felt the first stirrtings of an erection. Guy caught my glance - for all I know he'd spotted the bulge in my trousers too. Looking across at the corset on the wall, he said: "Lovely isn't it? Should fetch at least £50 if I put it in the window." I blushed and. Dan didn't get up when Amber did. She got up, showered and dressed with hardly a word. The only thing she said when she left him in bed to go downstairs was, "I'm taking the gun."There were a few sounds later when Dan got up and got ready for work. But the two of them didn't speak to each other again until they came home and discovered the presents that I left for them.I fast forwarded a lot of the mindless tirades recorded on the disks. Listening to them is quite a chore and it leaves a very.