" I suddenly have hope. I can avoid being destroyedmentally, but at what cost? I have many question to ask thisgirl, but I can't, because without wa...ning the group startsmoving. We form into long lines ten deep, and stand atattention. "Just do what everyone else does," says the girl,"and you'll be okay." "Right." Exorcises are long and exhausting. The constantmotion reminds me of the fact that I have not eaten in daysand resurrects a good deal of the pain that had departed frommy body. . "Rachel was sitting in front of Bobbie, applying makeup."Jesus, your eyes are just gorgeous," Rach said, refilling theapplicator with eye shadow. A few more deft strokes and she was done."Open 'em." You almost done, Rach? Nick can't take much more of this merciless assbeating," Faye was finishing a bout against the computer."Almost, just finishing up the mascara," Rachel finished quickly andhanded Bobbie a blue lipstick. "Don't worry, Bobbie. It won't show upblue, but your lips'll look. Tanu ko isliye nai leja rahe the kyunki uski trng chal rahi thi aur unko 1 yan 2 din bhi lag sakte the kyunki ladkiwale gurgao me rehte the tu us din raat to hamne sex chat ki aur main uske sapne lekar muth maar ke so gaya. Agle din subha bhuaji fufaji aur tanu ke mummy papa aur bhai chale gaye apni innova gadi me abh sirf tanu aur mujh me ek hi kanta tha or wo thi bhuaji ki mais jo ke 13 saal ki ladki thi.Usne mujhe 11baje nashta diya aur apna kam karne lagi 11.r0 baje tanu mere pass aa gayi. Not that I was her guy at all, but you know what I'm talking about. Being an older brother makes you protective of your younger siblings, and with Val being my only sister, and with no other brothers to watch over her and protect her, I was all she had. If we're speaking plainly, and I guess I have to if I want to tell this damn story, I was jealous of those other assholes that always got to fool around with her. Not because she's my sister and I thought of her that way, but because she was.