”“Oh, yeah…what’s that, dickhead?”Tony cackled and said, “Here’s the deal….we can take you downtown and book you with Miguel as an acc...mplice in his little drug operation, or we can watch you give him a blowjob right here before we take him to the station, and we can leave you out of it.”Lilly groaned and looked over at Miguel….still standing cuffed and naked against the wall, with a fully erect penis….then up into his seemingly hopeful face, and said, “What the fuck choice do I have?”As she. I had started to recover. I was getting stronger and had finally stopped sleeping all the time. But there were these odd symptoms that seemed to be left over from the accident. I kept feeling things that didn’t make sense, seemingly coming out of left field. They didn’t match up to what I was thinking about. I kept feeling happiness and sadness, hope and despair, hunger and horniness. The doctors couldn’t explain it. They kept studying my brain scans trying to figure out what could be causing. I was just really upset yesterday. I’m sorry about your birthday too.”Gary shrugged. “It’s ok mom. Ginger and I still had a great time.”“She seems sweet,” Alice stated.Gary nodded in agreement. “She is sweet mom. You really should get to know her. I mean I know her job isn’t something you think is right, but that doesn’t make her who she is. She’s got so much potential to do more. I know she will do more.”Alice smiled. “I’m glad you’re happy. You’re grandmother isn’t too fond of her but. One day you might just seek out actual castration. You don’t need your testicles, do you?If gender is a spectrum, as it is looking like as if that is the correct way of viewing it, then why do you still insist on being a man? You keep failing at it. You keep getting laughed at. Maybe taking the complete plunge into full womanhood is frightening to you. Maybe you don’t identify entirely as a girl. You get to still be a boy, but only if you let go of all aspirations to become a man and a husband..