My heart was burned in a couple relationships early in my life and I knew the pains, even if it was only puppy love. I saw my parents marriage straine... to a trial separation because my Mom couldn't live with the fact my Dad, who was a P.A., worked in a clinic with 4 women. Truth be told, my Mom was 10 to 20 years older than any of the 4 and MUCH better looking top to bottom than any of them. (Even now when I went home to see them and would look at my Mom I know how lucky my Dad was) I don't. The first place we went to, a 5 year old boy answered the door with his mom a few steps behind. I said, “Ho ho ho, marry Christmas”The boy turned to get his mother, “Mommy, Mommy its Santa”I plaid my part, saying, “That is right and I know little Jimmy has been a good boy.” His little sister Sue was playing shy and hid behind her father’s leg.”They found me a seat and I did the typical Santa thing. Beth handed me presents and direct traffic, so only one person was on my lap at a time. When we. )Ich weiss noch, erst war es nur ein ganz heisses Gefuehl und das Blut spritzte. Dann spuelte ich das nah am Koerper abgeschnittene Ding im Klo runter und dann, dann wurde es mir schwarz vor Augen.Nach dem Entlassen aus dem Krankenhaus kam ich in eine Kinderpsychiatrie wo ich bereits nach einer Woche Maedchenbekleidung tragen durfte. Meinen Eltern brauchte ich nur noch einmal unter die Augen treten, und das im Beisein von einem Therapeuten und einer Schwester. Das Verhalten meiner Erzeuger war. "I have tits!" he boldly announced. "Oh, this is definitely much betterthan the nylons. They really feel like they're a part of me!" As heturned he felt the momentary delay in their movement and the correctingsway after he stopped. Taking a few steps, he felt how they "jiggled"and bounced. "These are wonderful! So much more lifelike. Look theyeven have nipple marks you can see through my bra. Oh, thank youAuntie. This is wonderful!" You're welcome, now let's work on your make-up."The next hour.