Which makes it hard on the love life.One tuesday night I get a text from my next door neighbor,hey Tom says,you at work? Yes I am,why? Tom sends me a ...ic, there are 2 cars in my drive way. 1 is wifes and another strange one. Tom, says it's been there for 3 hours and thought you should know.I trust my wife and did not get excited about it. Next morning I make it a point to get up and see Tami off to work. As we are drinking coffee, I ask her how her night was? Ok,she says,just watched t.v. and. It was answered by the secretary. As soon as Sarah spoke, the secretary recognized her voice and started giving advice. "Honey, where are you? No, don't tell me, everyone is looking for you. Why did you do it? I know that Special Agent Fitzgerald can be a trial at times, but you should not have joined up with that criminal Malone.Sarah finally got a word in, "Mr. Malone is not a criminal! He is being framed. Let me talk to Special Agent Fitzgerald and I can get this all made jake." It took a. ” Said another. This was bullshit! No one was switching me off, I tried to say ‘What yo sayin fool’, you know to try and make the whole ‘returning from the dead’ thing abit more funny, but nothing happened. So I tried to throw my arms about, but nothing happened, I was starting to panic, then I thought that that might be a good idea, make my heart rate increase might be secret doctor code for ‘I'm alive, don’t kill me!’. Of course then I wasn’t able to panic properly knowing that panicking was. He almost looked frightened. What had I missed all those years ago? I watched him in sudden amazement. How had I missed that? He was scared! Why would he be scared? He knew how to swim. He’d been a lifeguard for years at the local Y, while I’d been too scared to dip my little toe into the water for fear I’d drown. Sure I’d learned how to swim, the hard way. He’d pushed me in and sang out in his most authoritative voice ‘Sink or swim brother, its all up to you!’ I’d swam, and hated him since.