I turned around and found myself face to face with my shirtless and bare-chested, “OH MY GOD HE IS HOT,” platoon leader. I rested my hand on his c...est, as I stared at his steely blue eyes, pressing myself into him.“I feel a sin coming on,” he whispered.“Confessional is Friday night,” I said. “Between now and then, all we can do is pray for relief.”He slowly unbuttoned them as I stood still, my heart racing a thousand miles an hour. He pushed his fingers in past the thin elastic of my underwear. After awhile I’d just look at them as toys and it would get dull. Instead, I remember they’re people, and it makes me even hornier. And happier.’ Casey listened to her, somewhat concerned. Monica gave him a smile and a shrug. ‘You’ll understand. Like I said, our pleasures can run a little dark, and you need to indulge them or they’ll get out of control. I’ll teach you balance, and I’ll hold you in check until you’re ready to handle yourself on your own. ‘But understand this much… it never gets. Ben was stroking in and out of me as he began to moan over and over, "Mmm, mmm, mmm. Oh, oh, it feels so good. I think…UUHN, UUHN, uh, uh, oh, Sara, oh, it is so wonderful. I love, you, Sara. I love you so much," and he collapsed over me, panting, slightly damp with perspiration. I held him tightly as he slowly moved his hips up and down, keeping the feelings going, linking us physically and emotionally together. "This is so wonderful, Sara, I love you so much. Thank you for everything," and he. ’ She thought. She was tired and cranky. Hilary had been even more demanding than usual. It was like children have a sixth sense about sensing a bad day and pushing the limits. Lydia had taken all she could then finally decided to send her to bed early. She did the dishes in a trance like state, her mind thinking back to her marriage, the ‘things’ she gave up for a better life. She glanced at the sunflower shaped clock in the kitchen and saw that it was still early, she’d forgotten how early.