The pain will be just like when you gave up your virginity and then there will be some discomfort and then you should start felling good. You're going...to love it sweetie; you are really going to love it."I poked the head of my cock at her rosebud and began to work it in a little at a time and then the cockhead popped past the sphincter muscle and BJ screamed out, "No, please no, please stop, it hurts damn you, stop it, it hurts."Hey, I was in; no way I was going to stop. I held on and she cried. I sent them a message and got a reply with the next meeting date and a request for a 'donation' to help with the website/club expenses.As a crossdresser I was promised plenty of sex from the other patrons - there were plenty of gangbang photos on the website:-)The 'sex' day arrived and I prepared very carefully with an enema to ensure I was clean during penetration, did my make up really carefully and struggled into my pvc corset, g-string, stockings, boots and long pvc gloves, slipped on my. I'm sorry that I read anentry or two. I didn't mean to invade your privacy, but I'm glad I did orI would have never gotten to know about Amanda. I think I would haveliked her."Francine put the diary on the metal table, besides her son's head."I'll make sure you're comfortable from here on out." Francine said asshe leaned forward and kissed her son's forehead.Francine slowly backed away and made her way to the door. "I'll alwayslove you Amanda," she said as the tears freely flowed. She could. Please don’t tell him I told you this. But if you are interested, I hear he is a very good lover and well endowed.I handed the waitress a twenty-dollar tip. “Thank you for the drinks and the information, dear.”The waitress continued, “He is a good boy. I have only seen him take an interest in a guest once before, and I have worked here for three years.” The waitress excused herself and went about her business of taking orders from the other guests.I turned to my son, “My goodness James did you.