"Fuck yes it's amazing" Tony moaned as he started to ride the dildo up and down."That's it ride that cock" Gary croaked as he watched Tony ride the di...do faster and faster. "I want to fuck you for real" Gary moaned as a pearl of pre cum appeared from the tip of his cock.Tony's eyes were glued to that cock as he fucked the dildo and the taking a deep breath he gasped, "where do you live?" When Gary told him the name of the town Tony's heart started to pound, "oh my god you are only 15 minutes. Jane said, "We could still date and even have sex, we can try that."I was trying to have the best of both worlds I could not be the man thatshe wanted, but for now we could still be together. I knew that it wouldnot last and someday we would break-up. Now it seems that that day isgetting closer. Whenever I tried to stop dressing up in women's clothes,I would fail, and I would make myself more feminine with my appearance, Iliked to not just wear women's clothes I wanted to look like a woman. She introduced herself and asked me the basics: what was my major, where I was from, did I have a girlfriend. It was the last question that surprised me a bit. But I didn't really know Clara at that point or I wouldn't have been surprised.I took that as a hint to ask her out and I found out that she lived at home, only about three miles from the campus.We went to a movie, one that was so banal that I have no recollection of it or anyone in it. We got back to her house about ten-fifteen and she. It was then that I remember that I had cut my wrist. So one must have found me and brought me here. The nurse pushed against me to stop me from moving and I calmed enough to look at the close nurse. My voice came it gasps. “Please take them off.” I continued pulling against the straps and then held me down harder. “We can’t do that not until the doctor says we can so you will need to calm down.” Her voice was calm but I couldn’t calm down. “I can’t not, not while I like this.” I fought harder.