It is with trepidation that we write out this account for fear of causing you even greater hurt and anguish than you must already be suffering, our de...rest, just as we too are suffering for you, our most precious lost darling, but we felt you would want to know.Katherine slid her arm around my neck and I looked over at her, she was crying, "Oh dear god, how much they must love you. How much they must miss you ... I'm so sorry Sam. So, very, very sorry. For you and for them." Yes," I whispered. We decided to leave for my place we were almost there when Gil said, “is alright if I come in for a while? I don’t have much to do. I am thinking about going to the bar later.My mind started thinking story time remembering how good Judy looked when I left. I thought now is the time to really put Gil in his place. I needed some throat loungers, so I told Gil that I had to stop at the 7 11. I new there was a phone inside.I called my friend David and told him to give me a call at home in about 30. I don’t like it and you will not speak that way about anyone.’ Shaun admonished his son. Michal flinched, I always disappoint him. Let me try and fix this. You’re right Dad. I didn’t mean it that way. I just wanted to know if you met them?’ he asked earnestly ‘No, I read their files and honestly son. I am grateful that I am able to take care of us. Their stories are so….’ Shaun stopped. How could he explain this to his son. He’d never had to suffer for anything, and he wouldn’t understand.. .. Everyone feels uncomfortable with the meeting, yet each realize how important it is. When Alex and Sean arrive, Logan's parents physically tremble but welcome them warmly.Sadly, "Hi, Alex, I'm sorry." Logan, you didn't do anything to me. I'm sorry."Totally contrite, "I ruined everything. You didn't do anything." I pushed you to perform." Oh, OK.... I went to a psychiatrist." Really!" He's actually nice. I can talk about stuff that I can't talk about with anybody else." Oh, Sean helps me." He.