.this is the last I’ll see of home….’ Giving him a small squeeze, ‘It’s the last we’ll both see of home.’ Turning around and taking her ...n his arms he held her, his chin resting on the top of her head, ‘I’m sorry…..I’m so sorry I pulled you into all of this……its all my fault..’ ‘Well I’m not…..I realise I wasn’t really living until I met you, just drifting through life, not really feeling anything,…and although I’m scared….and I’ve done things I don’t want to even think about….right now I’m. "I shook my head slowly. "Of course I do. Why wouldn't I?"What was wrong with me now? My head was suddenly swimming in circles.Of course, I loved my name. Why would they ever think of sayinganything as stupid as that? What guy wouldn't like having a hot sexyname like Nikki?There was a rapping at the door."Very odd. I wonder who that might be," mused Basil. "I wasn'texpecting anyone else tonight."'Anyone else?' I thought. 'Had Basil actually been expecting me allalong?'"Wait here and be quiet. I loved the physicality of our relationship. The push-pull, the violent romance, the secret intensity of it. Closed doors and sweaty skin and words that didn’t come out as words but as moans and gasps. I didn’t want to let go of him. I wanted to keep doing what we were doing. But then there was the sensible section of my brain, the part that seemed to go mute whenever Scott walked into the room. He was a quarter century older than me. We were never going to be in an official relationship. And. Main to ekdom speechless ho gaya tha. To usne haske boli “aise kya dekh raha hain?Kabhi ladki nahin dekha kya?” main bhi haaske unka bra unko de diya aur nahane chale gaye. Aa bjab main bathroom se bahar aaya to wo ek jeans aur ek tight top pehni hui thi. Main bahar aatehi usne boli “tune mera sab kuch dekh liya. Iye aachi baat nahin. Phir bhi it will be ok agar tune sab kuch dikhaya to.” Maine pucha matlab?” to usne boli “matlab tu mereko nanga dekh liya. Ab mujhe bhi tereko nanag dekhna hain..