Much to her relief, the bell sounded for the end of the class and the end of her working day. As her class funnelled out, almost every student stared ...t her as they left. She collapsed into her chair, exhausted and spent a good five minutes just composing herself before she packed her things and prepared to leave for the night. She couldn't wait to see David tonight. When she was in his arms she always felt so happy and safe. As she out of the room, a hand grabbed her and pulled her into a dark. She considered attempting an affair with some of the handsome men she knew, but she knew it would be a mistake. She wasn’t in love with any of them and she didn’t want to hurt Oskar. She knew society would condemn her, and Oskar would rightly be regarded as an object of pity but she didn’t want to jeopardise what she had. She knew she had made a cuckold of Oskar, but for as long as no one else knew what she did, then she didn’t see that it mattered. She loved Oskar and what he didn’t know,. Al said, “Here,” as he handed me a green drink with salt around the top of the wide glass.I took it and sipped, “Mmm like lemonade.”He said, “Its lime and tequila, a margarita.” I said, “I like it.” He said, “You should have a couple of those finger sandwiches you made.”I said, “I’m not really hungry. Maybe later.”He said, “Okay.”It was about 10:30, and we had settled into mingling again, I listened while Al chatted. I was always by his side. Then Geo came around. He asked Al, “Mind if I steel. It seemed like he did not visit her in her dreams like he used to. Sometimes now after she had sought her own lonely pleasure, she would find herself weeping softly. Finally one time as she lay there in the dark afterwards, the tears sliding silently down her face, Xeno spoke softly in her head, "Revekah, why do you feel so sad?"She did not even speak out loud. She just thought the words in her head, "I just feel so lonely afterward sometimes. I just need to feel loved." What would make you.