When I picked up my answering machine, I was shocked to hearthat I'd been fired, though I guess I couldn't blame them. All myneighbors were treating ...y like I was a leper, and as if I werecontagious. I was even fearing that my landlord would throw me out,though without a job, I knew it wouldn't be long before he'd have anexcuse. I was in despair, and extremely depressed. I felt so guilty atsurviving while all friends were dead. So guilty at having my friends body parts attached to. What have I done over the years to fulfill the need you ask? Simple.First I started out with a subscription to The Playboy Channel (This was WAY in the early 1990s when it was simply a Premium Channel & not the Pay-Per-View channel that most people know it as today). I'd watch (And tape - There being no DVRs back then) some porn flicks & watch those while masturbating.Next, I started going to the Adult stores buying videos, vibrators & other toys (I even bought a blow up sex doll once). . Yes, Sir." Retrieving a set of four leather cuffs from the toy box, I showed them to Dominique then went down on my haunches before her. I looked up into her eyes and said, "Hands behind your head, elbows out." Nodding her head slowly, she did so, intently watching me. I attached one cuff, then the other above each of her ankles. Happy they were secure and not too tight, I caressed her calves and behind her knees with my hands. I stood and looked into her eyes, taking her wrists one at a time. Aaahhhh….Me- it seems your ass needs some love and banging….( I picked her up and threw her on bed)Yamini- I am all yours…I took off my tee and started smooching her wildly….her hands pinned by mine….n my dick just over her vagina… already hard…I took of her tee…and threw it away….just in a second opened her bra and a got a view of big round boobs….milky white….I started sucking her tits…. and she started moaning louder…..I took out my hanky and tied her hands…. picked her from the bed and.