You mean ... would it be like a date?”“I guess.”“This is kind of unexpected,” Janet said, surprised by his answer.“If you don’t want to ...o, I’ll understand,” Dexter said rushing his words nervously.Dexter didn’t quite understand why he was asking her to go out with him. Samantha’s comment about her considering him a married man, had gotten to him. So had the discussion with Calvin and Mary about the fact was that he was still wearing his wedding ring.He kept thinking back to the early days of. 'tony, what do you think of these mens mags then' mum had said to him'well i read them they have everything a guy needs''and whats that' mum replied'well a sports section, stories, the lot really' 'oh so the topless women dont make you get it' mum said laughing'course it doesnt' he replied being cheeky''in that case im not going to lie, thats the only reason i buy it' making the pair of them laugh.'david thinks i wouldnt be able to pose in there' mum said to tony.'well why not?' 'because shes. I spread my petticoat around gracefully, delighting in his lingering looks. Wanting to put him at ease, I start asking him questions about his life, showing my interest in him. He loosens up and tells me his favorite stories of family-time. I discover he plays the fiddle. I marvel at his spirit, despite his circumstances. His spirit is one of joy, shown through his happy singing and storytelling. Funny how I have so many more things than him, yet he seemingly possesses more joy in his heart.. I'm not jealous, Rose. Honest. I just. You're so beautiful and you've loved Brian for so long and I'm so scared that he won't love me because we haven't made love yet and I got scared and..." I kissed her. Rose reached across me to hug Sam closer to me and Courtney scampered around the bed to sandwich her between us."I love you, Samantha. I will always love you." When I was with Rhonda, I knew that you would love us both, but I feel so alone sometimes," Sam sobbed."Hey, what are we? Chopped.