It justwasn't in me. Though she wasn't too aggressive I was clearly moresubmissive with her than my past girlfriend. With Chris I was a bitsubmissive ...s well. He was a strong type A and highly technical but hewasn't an overt dominant male. I considered how I would introduce him tomy newly found orifice.Just after seven-thirty a text arrived : 'there is a butt plug in my upper bureau drawer. it's yours leslie.get it into your tight bottom NOW'I was dressed in my new A-line dress. The cute. I unpacked all my things and laid them out in my bedroom. Oh my, do Ihave a lot of things. Ebay has been my closest friend, so has Victoria'sSecret. I'm a special customer and get mailings for free panties everyfew months. I get goose bumps every time I go in the store. I'm sure thesales girls know I'm buying things for myself but are very helpful andtreat me very nice. Of course I never walk out buying less than $100 inbras, panties or stockings.I planned the next two days in the condo so I. I gave my hand to him. He took my hand in his hand and pulled me up. He leaded me out side the room. We again sat in the balcony. But now hands together. He is looking into my eyes. We are not speaking anything but eyes are speaking so many things. Telling so many desires. Making so many promises. He stood up and sat on the floor near me. Took my hands in his hands and kissed them slowly. I felt the some 1000 vots current passed inside through my hands. We are looking into each others eyes. I. That’s exactly what we did, walking side by side in the cold, but not holding hands or showing any outward signs to the rest of the world, giving no indication that just hours before, we had been lovers. Breakfast ended, and I couldn’t tell you now what it was that I ate. I simply remember walking her back to her apartment afterwards, and we simply kissed briefly and said our goodbyes, each knowing we had things to do for the rest of the day. Casual. Natural. My first time. I remember it, and.