And maybe if I hadn't, that would have been enough.Would I have preferred that?Still, I nodded. I stood up, tears I didn't know I had the ability to p...oduce on demand rolling down my cheeks.We embraced, long and tight, without speaking another word about it.#As certain as I was that Mom's story was bullshit, I wasn't sure whether she herself believed it. And I had no reason to doubt that Dom and Todd had bought it.So you can imagine my surprise when I came downstairs later that afternoon to. My eyes widen, you laugh -this is what you want right?- I nod he slowly puts on the fishnets, slide on the panties and you help him with the bra.I start to crawl over and you stop me -not yet fag- you say I'll tell you when.You reach again in the drawer and pull out a white thong and bra and stockings and you bring them over to me.You drop them on the floor and tell me, -put this on fag- without getting up from the floor i hurry and slip the thing and bra on and the stockings, Im back on my. Go away. Leave me alone." I was just trying to help." Yeah, sure, just like Alphonse. I'll help you little girl, then next thing you know here I am a whore on drugs getting beat up for fun by my johns." That's not what I meant. I want to help you. What can I do for you?" Just leave me alone. You are all alike. Men use women like me and give us nothing but pain. Go away and leave me alone!" Look, you're hurt and obviously without a roof over your head. I have some money... not a lot with me, but. The way her fingers lingered just a moment as she brushed a stray hair from my cheek. Maybe it was in her eyes, deep set black eyes, smiling, or the way she placed her hand on the small of my back as we walked through the crowd to leave. Maybe I just subconsciously chose to ignore them at first but there were signs. Birds of the same feather flock together I have been gifted to perceive womanly attractions and knew if at all my first woman on woman it would be her and her alone.She wanted it,.