That he understood that she must be disappointedin him for not telling her sooner. He wanted to be upfront about hiscrossdressing, but felt that him d...essing is something he did not wantto share until he knew the person better. He understood that she wouldnot want to have the fifth date. He just really liked her and had toshow her why they would not be a couple.Monica did not interrupt him once while he explained why he thought itwas over. She felt so close to him right now for he was bearing. My friends tossed them around and made up stories about how they got there. The stories they made up had my young mind on fire with fantasies. Later that evening, I returned to where we had left the panties, I pretended to walk along and I casually picked them up and put them in my pocket. I was terrified that someone would see me touching a woman’s panties. When I got home I was overwhelmed by the desire to examine them. When I pulled them out I realized that they had a distinct smell to them.. I carefully pushed it away from my face and turned over and immediately fell back into a deep sleep that was only broken by the sound of screeching brakes down on the street outside.I saw that Julie was up and about a lot earlier than me and I scanned the little note she had placed on the refrigerator door telling me, “Went into the office to straighten out the mail and pay the bills. See you later, xxx Julie”Thankfully, there was hot coffee still in the pot and I poured a cup before I strolled. I kept kissing her. I pulled her panties up - stretching them across her pussy - to expose more skin that I kissed. The kisses then became licks. Long, loving, wet licks across her butt cheeks. I could tell she was turned on. I grabbed her ass and spread it apart - revealing the flimsy white material covering her butthole. I pressed my nose against it and inhaled deeply. It was filthy - and I loved it. "That's it", I heard her say, "Worship my ass. Fucking worship it." Yes, Mommy", I replied.