Ann wondered if she would ever be warm again, not just her body, but her soul? It seemed the stove was a reflection of her loneliness. Cold, hard, bat...ling a loneliness of its own against the cold. She felt so tired and alone. How she wished to hear Jake’s laughter when he came in from his morning chores. But now there was no laughter. There was only the cold and the darkness of her spirit. Turning, Ann picked up her heavy coat and went out into the yard then around the house to the barn.. But damn would it feel good.But it was unlikely this kid was here to satisfy the needs that burned in me like a wildfire. I’m sure it was for much more benign reasons.“What are you doing here, boy? I asked gruffly as my hand slipped down to my waist, my thumb hooking into a belt loop. The rest of my fingertips dangled near my nuts. “What do you want?”He stammered, the question hanging in the air. His eyes fell upon my bulging crotch and then up at me. The kid had a hungry look in his. Prices are sky high."I braced my elbows on the wooden counter. "What are you doing here then?" I said. I noticed she hadn't changed really. She wore a light blue track jacket with the team logo on it. She still had her shorts and sneakers on. I also noticed she had a duffel bag under her seat."I'm sorry for being a human being who likes to enjoy them self like everyone else." She said sarcastically with a laugh."I'm apologize, it's just.." "Never met a player before?" I haven't.." Ah well.. This was the closest I ever wasto a somewhat naked girl. I knew now that I could never reveal my trueself to Anna, Gloria or any of the girls since I have now shared somevery private moments with them. I could imagine the screaming andyelling if they ever found out I was a boy. No matter how I felt aboutdressing as a girl, I realized I had no real choice now not only tocontinue my charade but also to do it better and more convincingly.Getting exposed as a boy would be too horrible for me.As we.