But that was Jeff; he had his way of doing things, and that was the way it was going to be done.On Monday, Jeff and I went to the mall. We both had so...e last minute shopping before school. At the mall we saw some of our friends and we chatted for a bit at the food court. It was all normal, until we saw Neal. Neal acted a bit strange around me, and he kept glancing at my body.After we walked away from Neal, Jeff asked me, "How did it feel?" Uncomfortable," I said."Well, you have two choices,". I got a free-ride scholarship to the local university and Sarah got one also. We would be attending the same school and living at home. Dad and mom are not what you would call rich so the scholarships helped immensely.My interest in engineering was the fuel that propelled me in my technical and scientific studies to the point that the university took notice. I didn't tell Sarah but I leaned on the college people to see to it that Sarah also got a scholarship. She wanted to pursue a career in. "Uh uh. You can't have it," she said. "Not till you feel down my bra to get it."President Washington disappeared down the scoop neck."Go ahead, Kid," Risa said. "Be a man."To this day I don't know if Risa ever learned my name. To her I was always Kid. While I dithered, staring at the shadowy dimple between the girl's boobs, Risa and the second friend — whom I'll call Number Three — backed into the living room and shut the vestibule door. I heard the key turn in the lock, and suddenly I noticed. I went inside to where there were still boxes left to unpack. Mine was a life half in motion. A home half displaced. I didn't see Mark again that day, but I thought of him that night while I was laying on my little pull out bed, hand between my thighs and fingers sliding along my wet folds. Though he might not be attracted to the petite and pale type like me, I was certainly attracted to him. I imagined his solid body pressing against mine, our forms moulded together, moving not quite as one.