My legs, like jelly. I rest against the tree feeling myself ebbing back to normality. As I return to the campsite I catch a glimpse of you in the doo...way of your cabin. You look lovely silhouetted against the light. I savour the moment before slipping into bed with my wife. My ‘if only’ fantasy returns and I am soon hard again. My wife lays naked, back to me, I think, ‘what if?’ But fuck no! Not up her ass! The next day is much the same. I lounge about pretending that we are together causing. ”“You’ve seen a lot of blonde pussies, have you?”“Not enough, no. But even most true blondes have drapes that are lighter than their carpet. Not my Peggy.”“So you don’t mind? You’re not going to stop pearl-diving if I stop shaving?”“Never! I’m liable never to come back up for air. I’ll be able to recapture my youth!”‘“You get any younger, you’ll be illegal! But tell me about this ‘recaptured youth’ thing. Are you saying that Whatshername -- Aurora -- had a hairy one?”“Oh, Jesus yes!” I said. “I. I must mention that I was wearing shorts and a t shirt just to flaunt my completely hairless/girly legs and it was working. I decided I had troubled them enough and it was time to catch hold of one of them. Just then this middle aged guy started walking towards me. He was a heavyset uncle of about 40, wheatish skin and not very tall. Seeing him come I slowed down and that was a signal that I had decided my man for that night. He came up to me and asked what’s the time. I told him what time it. After looking at the magazines for another minute, we went into the video arcade and selected a booth. Like most of the booths in this place, ours had a gloryhole in one wall. I had come here occasionally in the past for some relief, I had gotten quite a few enthusiastic blowjobs, and even given a few, even though I was not really interested in men – it just seemed like the decent thing to do, and it turned out to be kind of fun if I was horny enough. Anyway, I put some tokens in the video.