Instead of skyscrapers, I would be drawing details of window jambs, stairwells, and toilet stall partitions. But at least I had a diploma and thousand... of dollars of student loan debt!On top of all that, after years of fucking a woman who willingly and enthusiastically let me stick my dick into whichever hole of hers was most handy, I became as celibate as a monk ... not from any conscious choice of my own but, let's face it, once you've had a steady diet of lobster and prime rib, macaroni and. " How old are you?" she said in wonder."Old enough for you, my little Geisha." We'll see. Saturday? We'll see."Unforgivable one might say of my pretense over the next few evenings and through the first date with the nurse. Michelle had scribbled down her number before we parted that memorable Tuesday night. I called her Thursday and Friday. We talked for over an hour both nights about whatever. I lied about my life as a law clerk, the kind of assholes I worked for and etcetera. She talked. She shrieked, and we both laughed. The mood was set.We reached home and stripped desperately. I sucked her small tits to make them hard, checking for her bush in her panty. There was no bush. Her pussy was bald and freshly reshaved this morning. Wow, girl wants me to go down, I thought.Me: Ask me.Bakul: Do it slowly.Me: Do what?Bakul: Suck my cunt and fuck me.I bent down and put my tongue between her lips, fingering her hood with my middle finger. She took deep breaths, holding my head like a. ”“I do, don’t I?” she said. “I know that I am ridiculous, because I continually flirt with people. I don’t mean to, but I still don’t stop. I love being loved, I suppose. Yes, I did love him, Edgar, and in a way, I always will ... but, and for some reason I want to tell you something that I have never, ever told anyone ... Brad never loved me, never.”“Because he loved himself too much?” I managed to suggest.“Yes, you are right, I guess he did. He was selfish. I guess we actors, we are all.