My Heart skipped a beat . He said " I was lost in the DARKNESS of Life and you found me " . After that , him & I were together EVERY second of EV...RY day . I took my breath away w/ EVERY look and touch . We now walked in the DARKNESS together , butt it was DARK Love . We camped out in the Cemetery , had sex in the Cemetery , listened to music in the Cemetery . I'd NEVER been w/ such an AWESOME guy before and I knew I NEVER wanted to be apart from him . He was such a passionate. Every time his skin touched mine it would tingle, my nipples were ultrasensitive as they grazed against the inside of my dress. “What a shame,” I said. Ted chuckled into the side of my neck and carried on kissing it. I don’t know what had changed, but today we seemed to gel together, to work like two cogs. Every move and motion felt natural, expected. The course was slower, but in some ways that was good. We had the time today, there was no rush. We could make the most of it. He ran his hands. No..I shouldn't..." What is it?" I have a fantasy...." Out with it then." Would you watch me play with it? It always been a huge fantasy of mine to be watched." "Thats odd, but sure, why not?" Oh my god. Really? You'd do that for me?" "I guess so. You're really cute and to be honest I've had a bit of a thing for you too..."She was beaming at me. "Lets go into the bedroom then. Bring that with you." She winked as she got up and I followed her into her bedroom with the toy. She was still walking. I told her everything I could about myself. She asked meabout my sex life and I told her I had none. Dr. Culver asked me ifthere was anything from my childhood that would have me acting this way,and I could not remember anything. I told her no, but something was notright about that."Every time I try to really remember my childhood, I get nervous doctor.I don't know why," I told her. Over the next few sessions, she tried tohelp me remember, but I just could not. Dr. Culver said that some.