“Oh don’t you worry, (He slid into me) I’m gonna fuck your brains out.”He started off slow as I got wetter and wetter getting used to the thic...ness of his cock. It was so hard and big inside me, I wasn’t sure it would all fit in my small pussy. “Harder” I begged him and he didn’t disappoint me that was for sure. His moaning became too much and I asked him to stop and grabbed his dick. He winced but didn’t say no as I sucked my juices off his rock hard dick. Still with his dick in hand I led him. One evening I got out from the shower and just put my gown on when the door bell rang so I went to see who it was. It was avi he had come to give something. I thought why not I start seducing him so I parted my gown a bit so my cleavage would be visible. I forgot to mention my stats, I am 36-32-38 with a whitish tone.So then I opened the door and he was shocked to see me. I invited him in but he said no and gave me that thing but I insisted so he came in. I put that thing on the table and we. He was a bit surprised (but pleased) when I said 'you can do it harder than that' and he did, until I saw that my bum cheeks were burning red and this hot stinging sensation was flooding my ass and pussy, it made me want him again. I never thought he would do that but it felt great, especially as the sensation of him fucking me so wonderfully was still there. Afterwards I asked him why he wanted to smack me and he said, 'you look the type who would enjoy that'. I just giggled and said 'I do'.He. I was trying to convince myself I was straight! But, there was one time, in this difficult period, where I was settled ( albeit shortly). The summer of ’92. I was in my late 20’s and had decided to embrace my dressing and explore my sexuality further. Of course this was pre internet, so finding like minded people wasn’t as straight forward. I started buying a contact magazine. It was mainly straight people, but the back pages were gay, lesbian and transvestite contacts. I started trying to.