Because you're a liar. And you're selfish. And yet you're still stupid enough to think you can manipulate me into loving you. And you know what? I did...used to love you. But now your very existence makes me sic-" ENOUGH!!" Your fist slams on the table in sync with your outburst, making me jump. I snap back to the present moment, panic setting in. What have I just done?? Fuck!! My heart is pounding and my breathing is staggered and I can't bring myself to look at you again. Where did that just. I was a country town boy and Soho back then was all pretty blatant sex, I was soon in a strip club, boy what an education that was. Coming out of the sex club I wandered round Soho, looking at the adverts in shop windows such as large chest for sale, French Lessons to name just two. Of course there was a few girls that offered other things. I went into a pub for a drink to find it full of guys behaving rather strangely to me at the time, now I would know it as a gay bar, I finished my beer and. " Terri, you cannot do this wrong. All we're doing is talking about how things look and feel to you, how you fit into your world." It's not very hard," I said. "Mizz Beck is sort of my main teacher, since she's home-schooling Rachel and Tina's home-schooling me, but Tina's got a class load, so I spend a little time each day with Mizz Beck. She guides us, you know. Like she says 'Today we need to do something about history.' And we find something. Sometimes it's the Internet. Sometimes we go to. One morning as I was having my coffee she came into the kitchen wearing just a nightshirt. As she moved around the kitchen I could occasionally get glimpses of her body through the thin material. Once she reached up to the cupboard while standing in front of me. This caused her shirt to rise exposing her ass which her panties did very little to cover. Damn, that girl is gonna give me a heart attack I thought.One evening we both came home from work and after supper settled on the couch to watch.