But I also know I’ll keep loving both of you for the rest of my life. You’ll always be my mom and dad. I just found another way to express how I f...el about him, that’s all. It’s like a hug ... only way better.”The earnestness in her face, and her calm delivery of the message, was like soothing sunscreen being spread over our backs. Somehow, it made things feel okay again. That she surged forward to put her face between us and hugged us both only heightened the feeling. When she pulled back,. Shit Jeremy said. I know its not a great time but I got to piss. Thinking quickly at the chance to see more of him I replied You cant go far. Go to that tree, I wont look. He laid his rifle on the ground stood quietly and walked toward the tree. I looked through my scope to see if anyone was close and I could see them on the other side of the field. I heard his button unsnap and zipper go down. I looked over to see that he had positioned himself to where I could see everything. I saw his small. We broke the spell. And we both paid the price for what we freely chose to do. And before you say it, no, you are not solely responsible. It took me a long time to convince Doctor Mercer of that, but it was when she finally accepted that fact that I FINALLY could make progress.”The waitress, a pretty Chinese girl who I guessed was about twenty, came to the table to take our orders. We placed our orders, including green tea and cocktails - vodka and cranberry juice for Stephanie and bourbon for. The first thing that he did was to make sure that they zipped together.So we were off. One thing went wrong after another. We had a flat tire and the spare was buried under the camping gear, our favorite spot was occupied, and we forgot one suitcase…my sisters. Emily was pissed. Dad told Mom and me to share our clothes with her.We got our campsite all set up just before it started to get dark. Then Mom burned dinner complaining about the wood fire. Finally we went to bed even though no one was.