He hadn’t shaved for a couple of days, and standing next to Lace he came off looking like an immaculate hobo. “You just think you want to be some...imes,” he said, putting his hand on her neck. “I mean…why not…you’re fucking perfect for it. You look like you were born to fuck. You make the most of it because you get thinking it’s one way to fly. Everybody loves a party girl, but you get bored. You’re like a junkie standing in line for a half-assed shot of methadone. And you know I’ll always be. She was silent all along. in bed she hugged me and said do you hate me mike? i hugged her with love she deserved it after all she went through. i said mom i love you with all i have, this torture and urge to see you getting raped and beaten just gets me turned on and this is how my sexual love is. she snuggled and said okk but teh videos? will you post them too? i said mom ohh dnt tempt me, she said you want me to be a slut? what abt teh people in our society and your frnds. i said mom who can. "This has been the best birthdayEVER." I'm, um, kinda gonna need you to go over them with nail polish remover,"I say sadly. "I did them this morning but I can't really go home and showthem to my parents, much as I wish I could." Okay," Sarah says, giving me another kiss before getting a bottle ofnail polish remover and going over my toes. "You know, you've done somuch for me today, I kinda feel I should give you something in return." You, um, do know that's not how birthdays work, right?" I say. I just signed my body over to him. I gave him carte blanche. I know he is my best friend; that he loves me. I know that he is a thoughtful person, not prone to irrationality. However I just handed him the keys to my body.The more I thought about it, the hotter I got. I realized that Jeff owned my body. In all likelihood he would be fucking me in just moments!"Stand up," Jeff said.I stood up in front of him, and Jeff signaled that I should turn around. I turned in front of him as he appeared to.